Friends, (Romans), Countrymen!

I wish you all a very belated Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year!

Ill be going on vacation the 30th with my mom and my lovely significant other to da mother land Serbia (Damn Serbs always starting world wars... :cackles jokingly: )and Ill be back the 14th of January.

...Im very much looking forward to my vacation but not because its a vacation. My honest reason for going back with my mother to Serbia is because Im going to face my first truest fear. I dont sit around and let the world or myself most dangerously take advantage of me (myself more proper?). This one is a particularly potent memory/event in my life that I will only finally overcome by physically visiting the place that scared me--terrified me to death and beyond; so terribly so, yes! Im strong enough now, I was NO WHERE near as strong then as I am mentally now. Im strong enough now, I know it and Im ready. Ready to take it down with my fierce arian (as in Aries)pride, preserverance and strength. Its going down for bloody good!

On a similar topic that you all are probably completely oblivious to, I think that over coming it will help me get back on my own track in life. I feel it. I know its what I've got to do. Im still trying to look for another martial arts school nearby that isnt full of crap and its hard; no luck yet. But when I come back Im thinking about looking into Krav Maga... Ive felt off track in my life the past couple of years and Im sure Im going the right way now. Its comforting to know that when youve been musing for so long you finally find IT. Whatever IT is.

In other lighter news, got my tablet as some of you may have seen and I adore it to death. Im trying to figure out how to do this comic I agreed to do with a friend of mine from school. Im working with this manz:

Im very excited, but not sure how quite to go and Ill be working on it on my vacation when I have hands on time on my laptop. Its going to be a first for me and for him as well. He had the chance before but the person bailed on him like a jerk. |:U Whatever. Anyway, Im very happy to be working with him and Ill figure it out... But, if any of you have advice, please fill me in. I wouldnt mind it and I really want this to be a wonderful experience for the two of us!


P.S. I finally finished Breaking Dawn, for those of you who hate/dont care about Twilight, skip this. I feel pretty sad knowing that there wont be any more pages for me to read... Ive got this sincere attachment to physical books and its so STRANGE to hold onto the books, play with them in my hands knowing that there isnt any more to read. It now lies in my head for me to conitune on a personal level. I enjoyed the books very much, the story was wonderful and I loved it (although many may disagree). Reading the books I just remembered so many things that I love about life and my other half. Seeing as I've been with her for a full year and 7 months, I can borrow that terminology since we totally act married. So, I really really did appreciate and love the books. Stephanie Meyer, your in my heart as one of my favorite people in the world for creating your characters, your story, and your world which became mine. Thank you, this is my little, personal tribute to you. I dont look at this as a goodbye, because that word doesnt exist in my vocabulary. All that the story in itself, and the characters meant to me on a deep personal level live in me and are imprinted (no pun intended for those who have read it lol)in my mind forever. And Im happy about that too.


Okay, for those of you that skipped the paragraph or are continuing... Ill be gone for two weeks. Ill be trying to work on a comic for a friend of mine and we'll see how that works out. Updates will follow certainly. I feel a change in me soul once again. Lol.


Did I tell you guys how much I fucking love the violin (and cello)? Listen to the song Ive been listening to now forever if you agree or curious and maybe you'll adore it too.

:bows courteously: My friends, until next time! I will return hopefully with nicer memories to replace the terrible ones and maybe I can share the good ones.

Until we see each other againz.